“This is it” 28号凌晨首映。 我住的小镇里，一切都很平静，没有任何的宣传活动，也没有任何Fans集会~ 就是这样子，跟随着人流，进入了影院。虽然我还是很希望能在LA观看首映，那里肯定是另外的一番景象。但是这一切都不重要，看首映的目的也不在于此。我以为我会哭，但是我没有，Michael的舞台魅力，还有不时的即兴，让我完全忘记了原来的沉重心情。看完了首映之后，觉得这几个月累积的一些感受，是时候要抒发一下，是时候要写点什么来记录一下。

He, had been doing everything to the boundaries to make unbreakable history, making records that no one else can beat, inspiring people from all around the world, helping the world to be a better place. He is the king! He is Michael Jackson. Yet, he had also been trying so hard to be a normal person just like you and me. And please do not forget that he is a caring father, a loving son, and a good brother, just like the ones that we love.

Feels like he had been doing so much for us, but what we gave back to him were lawsuit, scandal, cosmetic surgery gossip. What is wrong with the rest of us?

"There is nothing strange about your Dad, it was the strange that he deals with" – An old black man talking to MJ's children during his speech in MJ's memorial. It was the most impressive lines from the memorial. I couldn't stop crying then. I was asking myself: "What's so strange about being unique? What's so strange about being so close to kids? What is so strange about being your own self? Is the so-call "normal" claimed to be normal just because a lot people say so? MJ left us questions to humanity. I guess it's about time for us to realize something important.

 "This is it" premiere, to me, was the only thing left that I can do for MJ's last masterpiece. It was the one last record that I can help him achieve. I thought I would cry during the show, but I didn't. Instead, the entire show was filled with laughers and applauses from the audience. We all can feel his passion, his profession of what he does, his charisma on stage, and his purity as a child at heart. 

I feels like Michael had never left us. I'm sure his great legacy will stay in a lot people's heart as inspiration and hope. His dreams will be continued by whole lot of people that inspired by him. Dont worry Michael, we will all be strong~ and we love you always~

RIP