Cant believe Im still in the library 12:38 am ... When is this going to end? homework, projects, midterms, finals... ahhhh... somebody please kill me now...

Leno, The Professional -- one of my favorite movies
Mathilda: "Is life always this hard, or is it just when you are a kid?"
Leno: "Always like this."  

life is indeed always this hard, bloody hard...

I should update my blog more often... inspired by Cathy sung... hee hee

这阵子写了很多篇blog都没有post上网，可能因为都不是什么好事，所以不post也罢。LA生活依旧, 也没什么好写的. verteran day weekend 回 San Francisco 了, 见了家人, 见了奶奶, 突然自感生命真的很脆弱, 并非人力所能控制, 不禁唏嘘叹息... 哭也哭过了, 也不能做些什么, 多点电话她, 多点回去看看她咯... 日子还是要继续下去的...

乘飞机回来的时候, 在 ipod 反复地听 Cranberries 的 Ode To My Family...

Understand the things I say
Dont turn away from me
Cause I spent half my life out there
You wouldnt disagree
Dyou see me, dyou see
Do you like me, do you like me standing there
Dyou notice, dyou know
Do you see me, do you see me
Does anyone care

Unhappiness, wheres when I was young
And we didnt give a damn
cause we were raised
To see life as a fun and take it if we can
My mother, my mother she hold me
Did she hold me, when I was out there
My father, my father, he liked me
Ol he liked me, does anyone care

Understand what Ive become
It wasnt my design
And people everywhere think
Something better than I am
But I miss you, I miss
cause I liked it, I liked it
When I was out there
Dyou know this, dyou know
You did not find me, you did not find
Does anyone care

Unhappiness was when I was young
And we didnt give a damn
cause we were raised
To see life as fun and take it if we can
My mother, my mother she hold me
Did she hold me, when I was out there
My father, my father, he liked me
Ol he liked me, does anyone care

Does anyone care